Creating a New Self

“To get really high is to forget yourself. And to forget yourself is to
see everything else. And to see everything else is to become an understanding
molecule in evolution, a conscious tool of the universe”.
-Jerry Garcia

I don’t know what He meant by getting High. But I believe what he said was absolutely true. We can attain High by doing meditation or medication. I have tried both. But I prefer the second one, that’s Medication. To do meditation, we need a master. But when we go for medication, we become our own master. I laugh, I cry when I’m high. Then I start to forget myself, as Jerry Garcia said. I forget and forgive myself. The moment I left my body, I could touch the heart of universe. They are called Entheogens; means “generating the divine within”. Aldous Huxley once said that; “May be this world is another planet’s Hell”. Why should I live in Hell when I can choose pleasure? I don’t care if it is legal or not. Why should I care?  I have the key. All I have to do is find the door. I was possessed with a thought that death is the only escape from this reality. But I was wrong. Death is not an escape. It is a phase; we all have to pass through. And no one can escape from death. So instead of embracing death, I decided to go for Medication. And I am here. Everyone is selfish. No one cares. This contagious idea was my inspiration to go green. I had fallen in a coma stage. I wanted to wake up. I wanted to rise. So I choose recreational stuffs. Now I can kiss a dragon. I can speak to fairies. I can understand every molecule in evolution. I don’t know if I am thinking the right thing. But I know there is no wrong in it. But drugs are expensive and death is free. Anyone can die, but not everyone can become a user.