Anonymous

I had a dream. I was talking with one part of myself about life. Talks become arguments. Arguments became fights. I was fighting with myself. I was afraid. Because, both are myself. I can't bear if anyone lose. I didn't want to be a loser in my dream. I was watching the fights. Suddenly one of my part took a knife and stabbed the another part of myself. Owh. That was awful. Literally stabbed. I could sense the pain. Blood oozed from the body. owh no, it was not blood. A dark color liquid. I was wondering why the color is dark instead of red. But questions had no place in the dream. Only happenings were there. I was losing one of my part. I was dying inside.I couldn't help myself. I stared at my another part who stabbed. He was perplexed. He didn't want to do it intentionally. But it happened. I didn't know what to do. When we dream, we feel it is real. So i wished that if it was a dream even though i'm dreaming. The blood like fluid scattered all over the walls, making a graffiti.. The walls were white, but the blood made it dark. And the blood drops on the walls were screaming loudly. It was not simply an auditory hallucination. i heard it. i don't know i heard it through my ears or not. But i heard it. A thick dark cloud were covering myself. I thought it was one of the psychological side effect of the pill i had taken before the sleep. But it was not. Alprax didn't have that much power over me. It was some other thing. A strange happening. I double checked myself if i'm stoned. But i was not stoned. I was running out of weed. I was perfectly aware. I could count the breaths. I was the only witness. Suddenly the part of myself who did the crime gazed at me in a mysterious way. I saw the black thick fluid flowing through the knife. The victim was struggling for life on the floor. I was afraid. Because the murderer is looking at me. And i saw he walks towards me with the knife. I could listen to the foot steps. And the projection came near me. Raised the knife. I wished to run. But i couldn't.. I was frozen. Owhh my god.. He raised his hand... Suddenly I woke up.. Shattering all my dreams...